End Of July

As what would have been my due date creeps closer (Aug. 28) I find that my heart breaks at random times, I'm crying a lot more, and I feel very isolated. I decided that I will be planting an apple tree in our back yard on TD's due date as a way to remember them. We are thinking about trying again in January, but I'm still on the fence. It was a painfully heart breaking experience that I dont know I can struggle through again. For now, I am doing better and broken pieces are sliding back together, for the most part.

In an attempt at temporarily helping with the feelings I've been having, I've decided to treat myself to some controlled change. I got a new tattoo of the fur-kids that I'm absolutely in love with and will be cutting and possibly dying my hair next week. I know, band aids to the feelings. However today after my tattoo is the calmest ive felt in the last month.

My birthday was on the 24th (yay 29!) and I'm proud to say I've already started attempting the 30 before 30 items on my list ♡ It has been a truly helpful goal.

My job starts back up in 26 days and school resumes in 28 (on the due date). I'm teaching 5th grade this year for the first time. Wish me luck! More posts to come.

Happy Moments,
Kelli